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I feel like a humming bird on cocaine [21 Jan 2009|10:35pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]


I went to the inauguration of our 44th president Barak Hussien Obama. it was an amazing experience. I was surrounded by old, young, white, black, brown everyone you could imagine. there was a british guy behind me.  i went with molly which was fun. there was so much walking, but i didnt feel it. Molly was great :) so after the inauguration we walked to georgetown and hung out and ate. then we went to the news station to see molly's mom so she could take us home and walking into the station, we were face to face with ROSARIO DAWSON. i was like "hi" and she was like "hi". it was a cool moment. i had a wonderful day.

i cant wait to go back to college park. I love you.

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Sex Talk [18 Jan 2009|12:54am]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

 So, i went to se Revolutionary Road tonight with my mother and my sister. We wanted to see Slumdog Millionare but it was SOLD OUT. Revolutionary Road made me not want to grow up. I kno I'm not a child but I'm not an adult either. I feel like my life is just beginning. and another thing: wow adults have serious problems.

After the movie we had a really interesting in-depth conversation. Kind of about the movie, Kind of not. we ended up talking about sex. and it wasn't weird. Not weird at all. I told her I was ready for a relationship. I am not ready to have sex. I want to wait until marriage. Not because its expected in my culture or religion, because I want to. I have a reason for waiting. Just because "my parents tell me to" isnt a good enough reason for me.

My reason: So basically sex is a special thing, its something that involving giving ur body and soul to another person. And your body/soul is the most valuable thing you have. I want to make sure that the person I give myself to loves me enough to make a life long commitment to me. Someone can say that they love you and are committed to you but actions speak louder than words. They need to take the action of making a LIFE LONG commitment. They need to prove that they want to share their present life and their future life with you. And the only way you can truly do that is by getting married. And i kno people get divorced and stuff but at least the person made the effort to be committed to you. They were willing to share their life with you. Even if it didnt work out, u kno the person loved u enough to try share their life with you. Anyway, thats going off the subject. Waiting is important to me. I want to wait. Ever since I knew about sex i knew i wanted to wait. I'll never forget this woman that came in to talk to us in 8th grade about sex and abstinence and stuff. And she gave out these little contracts saying that we would wait to have sex until we were in a committed monogamous relationship and we didnt have to sign them, but i WANTED TO. I've always been a strong person even when i was in 8th grade. I feel so secure with myself that it makes me so happy :). 

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One for the Money [16 Jan 2009|03:48pm]
[ mood | loved ]

 haven't posted in awhile. i really miss it.
I'm on winter break now but its ending soon and I'm happy about that because I miss UMD, the Wic and the special person in my life.
Anyway. my first semester at Maryland was more than great socially, less than great academiclly. But i changed my major and i ordered my books for 2nd semester and I so have to ace all my 6 classes this semester. seriously. there will be consequences if I don't.

Oh and i watched the grudge 2 on FX yesterday...um it was scurry. 

and i got my hair cut again, SO SHORT. really, i cant decide if i Like it or not. but i had to obsess over it last night so I wouldnt think about the grudge. God help me.

I've bought a whole shitload of stuff online and I want it come...now.

be posting periodically. yes, yes i will

Found on Facebook. I completed it. READ!Collapse )

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hello stranger [25 Jun 2008|06:35pm]

cant believe its here. im just going to enjoy the summer before i start COLLEGE!
yeah im starting UMD college park in the fall, go me.

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Hello I'm Handsome Rob [10 Mar 2008|12:25pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

 Pre-Italy part last friday!!!
we watched the "italian Job" and ate pizza (thats italian right??)

Oh and i got a new phone...i love it. My ringtone is Digital get down...best song ever....
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Rocket Science [28 Feb 2008|12:09pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

I saw Rocket Science a couple of weeks ago. It was a strange movie. I dont know if i LIKED it. But I'm glad i watched it, even just to see a stuttering boy throw a cello through a girls window! Yeah watch it. You'll be glad you did.
Rocket Science
I have a funny story for you. It involes Justin Timberlake and the cheesecake factory. But I can only tell this story in person....it was an experiance.

Oh yeah, I'm going to write a letter to Micheal Cera asking him to take me to prom.

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Edward Norton [01 Jan 2008|07:06pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

I watched a good Number of movies over break

The nanny diaries (scarlett johannsen is hot)
Fight Club (i am jack's obession with Edward Norton)
Premonition (gay)
Juno (How was it humping Bleeker's boney bod?)
The Painted Veil (Again, Edward norton *fans self*)
Charlie Wilson's War (i was bored)
A league of their own ( Re-watch, Yes i did cry)
Steel Magnolias ( Another Re-watch, I DID CRY)
Hard Candy ( "Ellen Page scared the Shit outta me")

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Graffiti [23 Dec 2007|06:50pm]
 I wanted to share some facebook graffiti, from my wall and others walls

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13 weeks! [21 Dec 2007|11:04am]
[ mood | crazy ]

13 weeks! of no updating. WTF.
I'm applying to college. Update on that in the spring.

OK! my friends are so immature. I need some new friends. I love defendit. She is NOT immature.
the writer's strike SUCKS. i'm missing all my shows! come on producers, give them their 3 cents!!!

I think I'm in love with Kate Winslet.

The dress is odd, but she is lovely.

SWEENEY TODD is coming out today. I'm going.
I want to see JUNO. it looks funny

Oh yes and I'm 18. yay!

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Mana manah [14 Sep 2007|11:31am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Ramadan!!! yes the wonderful month. It started yesterday. So that means today is the 2nd day! Its going good. I havent broken my "No facebook or youtube fast". I can do it!! ok yeah, im kinda hungry but hopefully i'll lose wight because im not going to stuff myself like i usually do, and the fam is gonna walk after iftar every night. Ramadan isnt just about fasting, i feel like my family gets closer during Ramadan. We eat suhur together every morning and we are gonna go for a family walk after iftar. We usually dont eat breakfast togther during the week. yay for family bonding.

One thing that i really like about Ramadan is the free masjid food :). every night for iftar there is free iftar at every masjid!!! i love free food. and its like out of the house plus my friends and I go the same go so we have free ifat together. yeah can u tell im going tonight? I am. H is bringing food. me=excited. I think defendit will be there! u better be.

yeah so life is going well, i'm thinking about buying an ipod nano. i like the new design.

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school sucks [10 Sep 2007|11:18am]
[ mood | determined ]

I will not write a Laundry list of things i need to do for school because im telling you right now it will be entirly too long.

School is OK, i dont feel like im behind but my scince project is due on the 20th and i barely even started. I dont want to talk about college or SAT II so i wont. I think about that stuff enough already.

Guitar is going well, W is pleased with me but i should practice more its hard to find time tho. I should start my fan fiction up again. For Ramadan i decided not to go on Youtube OR Facebook...at all. yeah so im assumeing i'll have alot of "free time". I really do waste alot of time. BAD SARA. Ramadan is about many things, one thing is not being wasteful. I shouldnt be wasteful of my time. Hopefully i'll be able to do it. go me. 

Work is getting harder and harder, to my dismay.  S is getting tougher and tougher on me. Which is really annoying because she expects me to do 8 hrs of work in 4 hrs. ugh ITS NOT SUMMER ANYMORE! But i got a raise which is good. But im going to be working less hrs so it all evens out.

Im super excited for Scrubs, and ANTM!!!! yay! hopefully they will be good. I hope my expecations arent too high. I miss SYTYCD!

Ok im at school so im not gonna add pics or w/e. Im not going to waste time!

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Back to Reality [12 Aug 2007|02:17pm]
[ mood | stressed ]

Hello all,
so much has happned that i really dont want to recap everything.
all i have to say is i have alot of work...alot.

I will talk about camp because yay camp was fun and very educational. ok soo i arrived on the first day and met up with everyone. there were alot of new people i hadent met because i havent been to camp in 3 years. im soo glad i went to camp. my counselors were great. The classes were beneficial, i cried during some of them. The food was not bad. The bathroom condtions were bad, but i survived! the themed dinners were eventful. the girls did HARRY POTTER theme. the guys did a 300 theme. The guys' dinner was violent, i didnt enjoy it. But i loved our dinner. I'll post pics of eveything later promise.

I have soo much frikken work to do. ughnessssssss.

will post media later.

the hush sound is coming to my city soon i wanna go so badly

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will update soon [26 Jul 2007|12:22am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

yeah i wanted to update but icant know because i have to wake up early and its already 12:30..eek

so SYTYCD is awesome i really hope i can go to the tour!!

ok i'll update tomorrow promise. i just wanted to post this:

Johnny Depp at his best, omg i love this movie, its hilarious

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HELLO WISCONSIN [12 Jun 2007|09:13pm]
[ mood | hot ]

I'm finally done!!! My last exam was today, World! whooo!

I love that 70's show, wow im lame this isnt making me seem intellegant, NEXT POST I WILL BE INTELLEGANT you wait and see...

I was going through the pictures on my computer and i found...

I'm going to the dentist office on Friday to observe, so i can know what's going on when i start my job. I want to go shopping. I GOT SCRUBS!!! the actual clothes, not the show lol, now i can be Zach Braff for halloween...lol yeah right, Dr. Cox all the way!
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Lover never arrived so she sings there [11 Jun 2007|04:51pm]
[ mood | crazy ]


summer!!!omg im a SENIOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeaH!

This might be late, but the POTC 3 sucked, but orli was amazingly hot, not when he talked tho, just when he ran around looking hot and beating the shit out of people. he shouldnt talk... :)

 *fans self*

so i'm doing stuff, im glad school is over. yay! i have a job at a dentist office. 
yay! more on that when im doing the job.

I think im going to diet again soon, and exersize. 
I want to go clothes shopping with zaynah.
and get a haircut.

I really love that 70s show. I wish i had the seasons on DVD. seasons 2 and 5 are my favorite.

I love warm weather.

and im doing a list of hot guys (yeah im productive) my list id gonna own yours defendit hehe zaynah

Tyson ritter is definatly gonna be on there. Its safe to say hes one of the hottest people ALIVE.
 *fans self again*

This update made me look  idiotic, my next update will be more intelligant.

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I lost 7 lbs.!!!!!!!!!! [13 May 2007|08:29pm]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]

that was a FUCKING hard diet, i was going to go FUCKING crazy.

I'm going to do another version of it this week before Junior Banquet!

Im excited for the dance!! yay! 

AP's this week...ewwwwwwwww.

ahhhh. I love you zaynah bear.

oh and im sick.

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Day 1 [03 May 2007|04:47pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

Today is day one of the "cabbage soup diet"

fruits, cabbage soup and water

its pretty tough, i better lose weight from this

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Now look as hard as you can with this Blunt in you hand [06 Apr 2007|10:20pm]
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I still love to wash in your old Bathwater [05 Apr 2007|12:00pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

Hey, spring break has so far been unproductive. darn it. 
I'm going to buy new bedding and i'm going to the mall too, so that should be productive.
I'm going to visit my cousins on saturday, yay screaming children.
I wanna chop my hair off it's getting annoying.

Oh i asked my dad if i could go to Junior banquet and the response was positive! he didnt give me an answer but i have a feeling it's going to be a YES!

I miss you zaynah.

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Everywhere I go i keep a picture in my pocket like yeah [27 Mar 2007|07:24pm]
[ mood | jubilant ]

WOW long time w/o updating BLAH
ok, i havent had internet at home for about a month which sucked.
But its over yay!!!!

I'm moved into our new house and i cant complain

too much happened, i'll just update tomorrow

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